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date: Thursday, October 1, 2009
title: Back.
time: 4:24 AM

Hoo-haa! It's 4.27am. Back to blogshit. After what happened a few days back I guess this shit is the only way I can voice out.

So much has happened after my previous blog gave it's last digital breath. It's a pity, I had memories of creating my first blog. Actually still got people say my blog power (AmirahLee, Rajaan, Syahey). Ah back to the topic.

So yeah, after what happened, I guess I'll blog about PEOPLE BEING DIFFERENT. Yeah some topic to choose for a guy? Haa, this topic ponders me till today. People are different in many ways. Outside, inside, left side, right side, that side, this side, all sides ah. I'll show you a picture. And this are the many opinions many people can make.

wesborlandforshizz

random people mostly, without knowing him will say.

"an artist!"
"eee ugly, like ghost!"
"must be some kind of poser!"
"nice ah!"
"wtf nothing else to do, paint face?"
"gay!"

The above here my fellow friends who are reading this, is not an artist, a ghost, a poser, a "nice ah", a face-painter or a gay. He is Wes Borland, guitarist of Limp Bizkit who reunited after 8 years of separation. Check his awesome guitar skills here with his rendition of Master of Puppets by Metallica!



oh here here! see him paint!




Well, that's not the point. Even for a guitarist, he himself does this "body art" to express feeling, creativity inside him. The point is children, we cannot judge people by looking because we are different. Really for shizz, I was a dumbfuck once. I judged people once by looking at them or after knowing them for like abit.

There are pros and cons on people being different. For a start, we might not accept them for who they are. Getting closer to people is the only solution to only get rid of the thoughts on someone. Let me tell you a story.

Yesterday, in one of the units of block 2893E,

Zouless realized his mistake (which he didn't really) and decided to apologize to his mum. "Mum, I would like to ask for forgiveness." he said wholeheartedly.

Mum gave Zouless a look that couldn't be described. It was used mostly on TV shows where those evil people usually have. "You want to apologize, or you have something that you want?"

Zouless was stunned.

Today, Zouless went to party with the family.
When Zouless was standing outside, his Dad gave him a really mean look at said, "Don't give me attitude please" in an angry tone.

Zouless was surprised. He did not do anything. Was he in the wrong? Should he be punished? And why is his Dad so cold towards him?

What was the problem? Was it Zouless? Or something else?

Zouless then realised that people we're different. People like different stuffs in the world. People like to be treated differently. Zouless too had to accept them for who they are, and not who he wanted them to be. Zouless also realised that people have different views on him. As for Zouless's Dad, Zouless realised he was quick to jump to conclusions. Zouless was still confused about his mum however. Then came in Zoula, who said, "She's like that, she must win in every family quarrel."

Zouless smiled.

PS: True story ah.

Imagine if all the people in the world were like you, you'll be fucking shizzed because due to the same mentality, the fucken world will end. Well, I'll end this fucking shizz with some quotes from some counselors and philosophers I've met.

"People come people go." - Syuhadah
Owl gave me a good advice on this shit. We gotta understand people, know them well, then of course we judge. (Last part, optional). I guess my perspective on people have changed after a few days.

"Just because you smoke, doesn't mean you're bad" - Amelia Pamberry
Whoa. Words from Pamberry herself made me slap myself. She's right. I do smoke. Does that make me a bad guy? Does that make me a criminal? No. For shizz, it got me wondering for at least 30 minutes.

"You gotta have faith" - Amirah Lee
Yeah. Faith gets rid of the shizzy feeling. Each time you're down, just remember, faith is important. Because faith isn't faith until it's all you're holding on to.

"I planning to get xbox" - Haiza Hazlan
Eh? The quote, got link ah? Eh got got. Because people are like xbox-es. You gotta know them 360 degrees. HAHA shit did i pull that off?

"Don't do something stupid, don't be like me." - Khairul Idham
Words from my slut, I mean elder brother. Haa, there was a time I was planning to run away from home, he was the first one to stop me from it. "Don't be like me. Running away doesn't solve a shit."

"I guess everyone is paranoid." - Syahir Amin
Coming from Syahir. Woahh. Shocker.

Ahh fuck. Getting a bit emotional here. What's this on my hand? A tear? WTF. Gimme a second.
Lerr, it's mucus .________. Sorry.

"oh but i need some time off from that emotion,
time to pick my heart up off the floor,
but that love comes down without devotion,
well it takes a strong man baby"

Faith - someonewhicheveryonethinksthathe'soveratedwellhe'sfuckingnot, Limp Bizkit.