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date: Thursday, November 5, 2009
title: you're too good.
time: 7:09 PM

It's basic instinct that we try to help our friend/s when they're in any kind of trouble, problem, dilemma, or in any situation that makes them feel uneasy. We as a friend, tend to have the urge to help them by asking them what's going on and stuff.

Calming their nerves down, pushing their thoughts away and putting a smile on their faces, virtually or physically gives you a tingling satisfaction that you've succeeded, even for a few seconds. Knowing you've accomplished, makes you happy too.

But what if, you kind of, "failed"? That feeling sucked. I've tasted it. The feeling of you being so useless in this situation arises, making you feel dumb and where did you go wrong. You will feel so useless that you won't want to do anything, but ponder why and how come you "failed". Was it your fault? You might be thinking, "Why the fuck do you even think to the extend Khairul? You're thinking too much." I can't explain. You just got to experience it yourself.

I realized, it's not every time you got to cheer someone up. It's not every time, you got to poke in someone's life just to make them happy. Sometimes, people need time alone or they're waiting for someone else instead to be there for them. I'm getting the hang of this.


"This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of trying to be with you"